I had to get a new computer so when that arrives I should be more active
Well. I’ve been trying to restrict but I seem to be failing. I either eat a “normal” amount or I slightly over eat. I think tomorrow I’m going to be more strict with myself. Considering I don’t have much money I should not be buying fast food (yet I am). I just need to buckle down and stop eating junk.
With COVID-19, money has been tight. So there will be a gap between 1-4 week where this site will not be available to some/all degrees. I need to be able to pay for the domain renewal but I can’t do that now.
also the reason why I have not updated the site is because my computer has been broken since like last year. I try to manage with it on my phone but I’ll try to get working or you’ll all have to wait until I get a new laptop. Sorry for the inconvenience!
wishing luck on weight loss
Maybe I’ll be back this time? I can’t promise anything... but I’m not happy about my weight and I want to change it. So maybe I’ll be back on this site more.
as for everyone who sent me a contact request while I was absent I’ll try to get to all of them in the next couple days/weeks. I’m sorry if you felt ignored. I’ll be making a Kik group for those who want buddies. But if there is another platform you want to gc on let me know in the comments.
as for me: I’m increasing my water intake, decreasing my food intake, and I’m exercising more.... I was in the hospital a few weeks ago and I put on more weight then I wanted so now I have to loose it and then some.
Things that will be coming to StrictlyMeanspo:
-updated feature page
-new original meanspo
-more safe tips and tricks.
-more blog post.
please be patient as additional items take time to find/create good content. But they are in the works.
i love when the month starts on a Sunday or a Monday because then i can have a fresh start to a new diet on a new week and new month. September is gonna be my month
AFTER SUCCESS CAME A BINGE...
I had a major binge purge session today. i started out at a church function when i was convinced to eat meat (normally i'm vegetarian). so i had 4 hot dog and some chips. then panic set in. i was already anxious because this was the first time i was at this church function so it was all new to me. my friends tried to help me but its hard to help someone when you don't understand whats going on. so i left early. i felt like a fuck up so i went to McDonald and got more meat products to binge and purge on. came home within 30 mins so i was able to get most of it up. that wasn't the only B/P session today i've had 2 more.
i knew this was coming after sever restriction and weight loss. but hopefully i got it out of my system. i got a plan now.
breakfast: coffee, 1 serving of plain oatmeal
this plan will work for me because i have to have a certain amount of calories with my meds (morning and dinner) for it to work.
For now ive updated some new inspo pictures and a couple of gifs. this will be a slow process because of work but i'm doing the best i can.
next to be updated is the Featured page
I've lost 6 pounds in one week would have been 8 but my friend encouraged me to eat yesterday so i went into binge mode on pizza so i gain back 2 pounds. that is okay ill lose it this week. been restricting to less than 900 a day for nearly a week. now i'm over 900 calories and i want a pickle but i know i cant do that.
and as i promised i'm getting new thinspo. just got to get it organized on the computer and then uploaded so probably in a week or two.