I have a stock pile of Thinspo I'm starting to go through and post on here. so far i have posted new ones for Arms and Hands, Back and Blades and, some for Collarbones
if you have any good sources of thinspo for me to check out please either email me at email@example.com or submit it in the contact form
So I’ve been away, I’ve tried to do the healthy thing and fight me eating disorder thoughts but it’s not working... so I guess I’m back.
Ive been in this unspoken competition that my ed voice has created with one of my “friends”. You know who can be the skinniest. Yet she doesn’t know she is in it. And she is winning! And she is cheating! How might you say she is cheating well... she got bariatric surgery! Weight loss surgery!
why is she allowed to get surgery and eat 300-500 a day and it be healthy and encouraged by doctors. But if I decide to do it it’s considered eating disorder behaviors! That is why it’s cheating! I’m angry. I put in the work, I do all the right thing and no progress. And she gets to take the short cut and now she is smaller than me!
so you know what, I’m done, I’m giving in. I’m going back to eating disorder behaviors right now. No excuses. Right now as I’m typing this I’m at the gym on the bike going to burn off al the cals from
my dinner. Then I’m going to start restricting tomorrow.
that’s it. I’m done. This world is unfair. I’m taking control. What ever it takes. Skinny here I come.
What would you like to see on the next update on StrictlyMeanspo? I have some ideas but I want to ask you all. I was thinking on buy a service plan for this site so I can add me things. Eg, a community forum, password protection pages for those who want a more access, and possible things for sale? I know I need to add more thinspo/meanspo. And to update my featured page. Is there any type of things you want to see on them?
Hi, sorry for my lack of response to contact forms. Life has been hectic with my health. I will slowing be going through them. Because I have so many I don’t know where the last ones I responded to start. So I will only be doing the most recent ones (up to 2 months ago). If you made one older then that place resubmit. I will also be creating a group on google hangouts. If you are interested in that please mention it. If not everything will remain private. Thanks for your patience
I had to get a new computer so when that arrives I should be more active
Well. I’ve been trying to restrict but I seem to be failing. I either eat a “normal” amount or I slightly over eat. I think tomorrow I’m going to be more strict with myself. Considering I don’t have much money I should not be buying fast food (yet I am). I just need to buckle down and stop eating junk.
With COVID-19, money has been tight. So there will be a gap between 1-4 week where this site will not be available to some/all degrees. I need to be able to pay for the domain renewal but I can’t do that now.
also the reason why I have not updated the site is because my computer has been broken since like last year. I try to manage with it on my phone but I’ll try to get working or you’ll all have to wait until I get a new laptop. Sorry for the inconvenience!
wishing luck on weight loss
Maybe I’ll be back this time? I can’t promise anything... but I’m not happy about my weight and I want to change it. So maybe I’ll be back on this site more.
as for everyone who sent me a contact request while I was absent I’ll try to get to all of them in the next couple days/weeks. I’m sorry if you felt ignored. I’ll be making a Kik group for those who want buddies. But if there is another platform you want to gc on let me know in the comments.
as for me: I’m increasing my water intake, decreasing my food intake, and I’m exercising more.... I was in the hospital a few weeks ago and I put on more weight then I wanted so now I have to loose it and then some.
Things that will be coming to StrictlyMeanspo:
-updated feature page
-new original meanspo
-more safe tips and tricks.
-more blog post.
please be patient as additional items take time to find/create good content. But they are in the works.
Call me JT. I am no longer in recovery. Please read the about page.