There has been alot of new stuff on StrictlyMeanspo and tons more to come. i am every excited to to have an official website this time around. im going to do my best to make i awesome. now lets how to get back to where i was before with my proanamiadiary website.
Im back from camp it was a nice break form the real world. But I weighed myself when I got back and I gained. I’m trying to convince myself it’s muscle and swelling from the heat; But honestly I know it’s fat. I also bought a whole bunch of 0 cal drinks so I will make fasting easier.
Oh about my friend who died, they had her cremated and there’s probably no service so I don’t get to have and closure. (sad face)
Website construction on hold
Sorry I have been absent, I found out a friend died on Sunday. It my have been a suicide but we don’t know if there was drugs involved.
I will be trying to think positive thoughts. But as of now the website construction is on hold
Oh Yeah, i forgot to mention i got rid of all my data. my thinspo, meanspo, diets... all of it when i tried to recover. even my scale. i have nothing left. so this will take a while to go through my memory to go to the best sister websites to gather info and pictures.
if any of you know my old background please link it to me.
previous website was proanamiadiary.weebly.com and i had a rather large following. i took time to "recover" and i only managed to gain weight. so im back to Ana. current weight 259LBS.
Note the name of this website was a name of my tumblr i use to have a year a go but it got terminated at around 1000 followers (pretty good for only having it a couple months).
please bare with me and i construct my webstie again.
Call me JT. I am no longer in recovery. Please read the about page.