1/17/2019 1 Comment I only made it 6 months...-SELF HARM TRIGGER WARNING-i made it only 6month and I ended up in the hospital. It was dound to happen I wasn’t eating enough. My meds stopped working because for it to work I need to eat 300 Cala for it asorbe into my system. So at 90 hours of fasting (about 4 days) I binged and got angry and self harmed. I was suppose to get stitches but the doctor “didn’t want to deal with me”. Long story short I I got out yeasterday and I was in for 1.5 weeks. On the plus side I only gained one pound! Usually I gain 5-10 because they make me eat. The hospital I went to was crap so I got away with not eating.
Btw it’s my birthday today. Hopefully I won’t be consumed by thought of food. with love JT
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Jessana
2/9/2019 12:38:05 pm
Happy belated birthday! Gotta be careful not to cut too deep. I've gone too far on my knee before. And once on my wrist. I just bought some butterfly bandages and prayed nothing would get infected.
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