I only made it 6 months...

-SELF HARM TRIGGER WARNING-

i made it only 6month and I ended up in the hospital. It was dound to happen I wasn’t eating enough. My meds stopped working because for it to work I need to eat 300 Cala for it asorbe into my system. So at 90 hours of fasting (about 4 days) I binged and got angry and self harmed. I was suppose to get stitches but the doctor “didn’t want to deal with me”. Long story short I I got out yeasterday and I was in for 1.5 weeks. On the plus side I only gained one pound! Usually I gain 5-10 because they make me eat. The hospital I went to was crap so I got away with not eating.

Btw it’s my birthday today. Hopefully I won’t be consumed by thought of food.

​with love JT